(I kept everything inside me: don''t complain! Orc will get a break some day!)
　　(What it meant to me: a strong mindset only goes with a firm resolve, to hang by a thread of that which you believe will happen, Orc''s just a tough spot. It''s now part of a memory of a time whereby I was struggling against the tide)
　　(I tried so hard, and got not far, in the end, it didn''t even matter, all the practice and all my resolve couldn''t avail)
　　(I had to fall, to lose it all (IEST, WCG,..)
　　(It didn''t even matter how hard I tried)
　　我把一切都放在心里：不要抱怨！总有一天兽族会爆发。
　　这一切对与我来说意味着什么？有着坚强的意志和坚定的决心，却只能寄希望于某些虚无缥缈的事？兽族已是食之无味，弃之可惜。对过去兽族辉煌的回忆是支持我继续战斗下去的动力。 
　　我如此的努力，却不能获得进展，到最后所有的练习和决心都白费，这些都已经不重要。
　　我不得不失败，失去了一切（WCG,IEST......)
　　无论我有多努力都已经没有意义。